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I am a lot of things, wife, sister, friend, and aunt but most of all I am a grieving mother of a lost baby girl taken too soon.  This blog is my way of venting and surviving.  I'm trying to find my way back to funny, sarcastic, and happy but it's quite a journey.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

That kind of day

Here is a picture of our baby girl. 

It's amazing that even so small I can still see parts of Kevin and I in her.  She has my nose and Kevin's mouth. I wish we could have seen her eyes open.  I bet they would have been a beautiful blue like her daddy.  I bet she would have been smart and sassy, Funny and outgoing, and probably a handful, just like I was.  I feel she would have been a lot like me personality wise. Even while she was in my womb I could tell she was PUSHY! She did things on her own terms.  I told Kevin that she was going to be just like me because my genes are bossy.

When we went to see her on the ultra sound the tech told us how stubborn she was. She crossed her legs and wouldn't let anyone see. Not until she was good and ready. That took almost an hour. The tech was about to give up, then Lydia decided it was time to make her appearance. There was our baby girl! Full of sass.  I bet she would have shown me patience. 

She would have given us a run for our money....But boy would it have all been worth it. 

Oh, how I miss her.....

1 comment:

  1. Sending you peace and strength. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better, but I know there isn't. Just know people are thinking of you and keeping you in their prayers.